I dont know if i could take it when i saw her or perhaps, him. I'm so pissed with all stuffs. Going through all those nonsense & craps. The only way, i supposed, was to close one eye, & treat that none of these shits had happened.
No one will do what i'm doing. No girls will linger on such r/s. Its surprised i'm not doing anything about it. Its so not like me. I will definately create a big fuss outta it, IF i wasnt mature enough. But what to do? I love him. ): Fuck everything.
Never break my heart again, it wouldnt be easy to fix it next time.
Why cant my life be dramatic. When i'm the female lead, & he's the male lead, & live happily in the end. I just cant do anything about it, i could only treat them as a meaningful lesson, enabling me to grow to be more mature. I will never forget what happened.